What I Got Wrong (and Right) About Publishing My First Novel.
When I launched my Goodreads Giveaway for Karma’s Burden, I honestly didn’t know what to expect. As a debut author, there’s always that quiet fear that no one will care, that your book will just disappear into the void without a sound. I’d told myself to keep expectations low. A few entries, maybe a dozen people adding it to their lists. That would have been enough. Instead, within hours, the numbers started climbing. Dozens, then hundreds of readers entered. So many added Karma’s Burden to their “Want to Read” lists that I found myself refreshing the page in disbelief. I was overwhelmed, in the best possible way. It’s hard to describe how much that meant. Writing is a long, lonely process, and when you finally release something into the world, there’s always a part of you that braces for silence. As an autistic person, that uncertainty hits even harder. I’ve always struggled with the unpredictability of life, never quite knowing how something will be received, or what to expect. My autism doesn’t make it hard to recognise emotions in others, but it does cause intense anxiety around the unknown. So watching complete strangers show interest in my work was emotional in a way I hadn’t anticipated. It reminded me that stories do connect, even when everything else feels uncertain. But this was also accompanied by a growing realisation that I should have made more copies available. My first thought of course, was how can I fix the mistake and get [...]